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Chrismas Concert

2009-01-12T19:13:00.002+08:00

Dance item
' the gift'
in Christmas concert of Assumption University, Thailand.

Enjoy ^^

PEACE ~

Island of Love

2008-08-16T01:08:00.001+08:00

Island of Love

-dedicated to all ma' friends-

...the story goes like this... :

.... Once upon a time, there was an island which is the place where all emotions and feelings inhabited together happily; Misery, Knowledge, and so on.

One day, there was an urgent announcement to all emotions and feelings that the island was sinking. Every sentiment subsequently prepared the boat to evacuate from the island. Yet only LOVE decided to stay and not to leave until the very last second of this island.

At the moment when the island was almost swallowed by the bottomless ocean, Love decided to ask for help.

Rich sailed the boat passed by and reluctantly said that he could not take Love with him because his boat is full with gold and valuables. There was no place left for Love.

Love decided to ask Selfishness whom also passed by

“Beautiful boat! Selfishness! Help me, please!” shouted Love.

“I can’t help you Love. You’re so drenched. You’ll make my boat wet too!”

Misery rowed the boat nearby so Love asked for help once more,

“Misery! Please let me in! Let me get on your boat.”

“Oh, my dear Love, I’m so sorry. I’m so miserable right now and I wanna be alone. Sorry.”

Happiness also passed by Love. However, he did not hear the voice asking for help because he was having fun and happiness.

Suddenly, there was one gentle voice.

“Come here Love, I’ll take you”

Love felt very thankful and was so contented until he forgot to ask who that kind savior was. When they all reached the land, dry land, everyone was separated to their own destinations. That was when Love realized that he forgot to ask the name of his rescuer. He then asked Knowledge,

“Knowledge, who help me?”

Knowledge answered confidently, “Time”

Love then asked why Time helped him.

Knowledge then smiled and answered, “Because there’s only Time who understand how great and precious is Love.”

However, there may be one thing we have overlooked if we never say anything.

While Love was busy asking for help, he was too busy that he failed to notice Friendship whom chose to stand by Love from the very beginning Love decided to stay on the island till very last second. This perhaps is due to the ‘get-used-to’ feeling that friends are always there. It thus made Love could not see the significance of Friendship

When Love was gone with Time, Friendship was very glad as Love was safe.

Though they have to be far away, Friendship was happy. This is because he knew deep inside his heart that even if this island was going to be submerged forever, Friendship will stay everlastingly and eternally inside the heart of Love.

It may not be great but it will always stand right beside Love.

Friendship knew that he would not pass by unlike Time.

Friendship knew that he would not only care for his and himself unlike Selfishness.

Friendship knew that he would not hold stratification unlike Rich.

Friendship knew that he would not like to be alone unlike Misery.

Friendship knew that he would not change unlike Happiness.

This is all because Friendship will always be in Love’s heart forever and ever!

Muay Thai = Thai Boxing

2008-02-15T14:23:00.004+08:00

THAI BOXING
Thai Boxing or Muay thai, the art of fighting, is part of the identity of the thai people. Its root go back to ancient times in Thai history, during which Siam(Thailand) was at war with its neighbouring countries, in order to protect its "Golden Land". Throughout the years warfare tactics and weaponry changed drastically, but the Muay Thai tradition ramained unchanged.

Man first learned how to use the only weapons he was born with, hands, feet and other parts of his body, to engage in non-weapon or barehanded combat in order to defend himself and stay alive and safe from all the threats around him. Over times, when life-threatening combat turned competition over prize and reward, rules and regulations were created and enforced to prevent serious injuries. Once a sheer hostile combat, this competition became regulated and recognized as a sporting event called “Muay.”

u wanna punch it?

Muay Thai is a Martial Art that can truly apply to real life situation both in self-defense and sport. Thai ancestors had taught and passed on this great legacy of Muay Thai to younger generations.

Muay Thai. Originally, special skills were only taught among individuals of noble status from the top, the king or ruler, down to individuals of high-ranking military status. Later, special skills were passed on to the public or people of common status by individuals who once served honorably in the Royal Army.

These great warriors went into retirement, gave up their worldly desire, and entered the monkhood where they spent the rest of their times teaching their students what they knew best. Since Buddhism had long been Thailand’s National Religion and Muay Thai were basically taught by Buddhist monks, a seemingly unbreakable bond between Buddhism and Muay Thai.

the ring

Muay Thai Techniques
In its original form, Muay Thai consisted of an arsenal of nine weapons - the head, fists, elbows, knees and feet - known collectively as na-wa arwud. Although in modern Muay Thai, both amateur and professional, headbutting an opponent is no longer allowed. Muay Thai is unique in the way it uses all parts of the body, including the elbows and knees, for both training and competitions.

Conditioning
-Like most competitive full contact fighting sports, Muay Thai has a heavy focus on body conditioning.
-Muay Thai is specifically designed to promote the level of fitness and toughness required for ring competition.
-Training regimens include many staples of combat sport conditioning such as running, shadowboxing, rope jumping, body weight resistance exercises, medicine ball exercises, abdominal exercises, and in some cases weight training.

thanks the boxers.

haha.

man.

i wann have those fit body.

i'm getting fat!!! arhhhhhzzzz

7 kg. i've gained. xp

Just do it!

2007-12-04T16:48:00.001+08:00

Here is something to share.
Have you ever wonder the moment we become complacent we stop improving?
You should always have confidence in your future self even if you don't have confidence in present self.
Your instruction will improve if you continue to study, to learn, to experience.
I'm not saying that you have to only learn or work hard.
You have to do BOTH!
LIVE and LEARN!
If it's wrong, then get it RIGHT!
You can balance it well. Just do it together.
Do not waste any more time.
The clock is always ticking.
It never wait for anyone.
Don't let yourself feel regretful when u grow old and realise that u havent done this or that.
No matter is about learning something, fall in love with someone, say i love u, persue your study, climb up the stairs of social status, and so whatever.
Do not be afraid to go for it !! Go further! You may fall, you may get hurt YET in the end you'll learn something from it. That'll allow you to work on it, improve yourself!

-Your great asset is having an attitude of self improvement which is rooted in the awareness that he or she can never attain perfection

miss u guys!!

2007-11-20T23:35:00.000+08:00

YOyoyoyoyoyoyo!!!!
Really sorry it came kinda late. hee.
man. i really have no idea why. but i fell sick rigght after
i guess i cant adapt to the air here yet.. it's been sometime.
but yeah.. me as usual.. always sick
haha, anyway..
thanks everyone for the gift and all the letter.
i was looking through them while on the plane.
guys..all the letters..every words.
it almost made my tears drop..
u guys are like tears in my eyes.
i won cry cuz of the fear of losing you guys..
hhaha. ok enuf of the cliche.
the truth is....man
i got freak out by this weird weirdddd man sitting beside me
cuz when the plane was taking off. he kept praying
like " shdsahfasfhosfhoisdfjdoisfjosdff"with his neacklace of beads.. long one somemore
you noe wad i mean,,, i dunno la.
haha,, super freaky,.
and that spoiled the atmosphere which was building up.
but yeah i was really touched.. >_<

this is the photos of all the gifts and letters.
ok mayb not all. cuz some are in laundry u see. haha.

oh i alomost didint catch the flighht and got scolded by the staff
cuz i was queueing up to buy this,, hahah.
pardon me..nice smell

oh and after throwing away half of my clothes i still be able to have this colourful wardrobe! hee rainbow colour!!! whahaha. any colour i have it alll wahhahahahhahahaz.

and yes i jus cut my hair, and yes ugly me.
it sucks. haha. but yeah wait till it's longer then i'll show u!!

and all my hearts to u guys!!
i love u guys.!!!! whahahahaha

ps. thanks gary gary naifen eddee winston serene louis matt vincent melvin ryan ivan shawn kenneth osama nigel mingyi edison jane wendy olivia dion and her bf jon
for sending me off!!! if i miss out anione. so sorry. xp.
oh yeah thanks to zach too. too bad tt idiot left before i reached. haha.

oh and ROD and kenneth also.thanks ya for helping to tranfer the boxes!!

also, thanks for all the MSG-es. hahah sorri didnt reply them cuz my phone was like FLOODED!! hahah. no chance to reply but yeap thanks!!!

ok take care for now. and i'll try to come and blog more soon.!!! =]

thanks

2007-11-09T14:43:00.000+08:00

A big thank you to everyone!!! my birthday was a BLAST!!! hahhah.

love her legs

2007-10-19T10:59:00.000+08:00

i love her legs. haha.

Powerful beat & sound
Powerful dance
Sexy queen

jeon hye bin

what are u?

2007-09-27T18:40:00.000+08:00

Sort me!

Slytherin

Ambitious. Cunning. Powerful. Evil...?
i've been sorted into the terribly misunderstood House of Slytherin! Good job. i am ambitious, cunning, and sometimes have a thirst for power.

Of course, Slytherin has had the most dark wizards and witches of all the other houses, leading people to believe it's evil. That isn't so. What one chooses to use their ambition for is entirely up to the individual. Many of the ambitious witches and wizards have used their ambition and cunning to further their own gain, and become powerful. The quick way to power is to join up with Voldemort, as many Slytherins had.

Enough about that. Your destiny lies with you, and the power to resist the dark side is certainly yours. The question is, will you?

You all go and try it!!
now i'm trying finish up Harry Potter last book. but yea. omg im so outdated!! haha. so late alr, hee.

wanna be that boyfriend.

2007-09-20T17:38:00.000+08:00

The one who-
Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything.
Tease her and let her tease you back.
Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
Watch her favorite movie with her.
Give her the world.
Let her wear your clothes.
When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.
When she's down, cheer her up.
Let her know she's most important.
Kiss her in the pouring rain.
When she runs up at you crying.. the first thing you say is.."Who's ass am i beating today baby?"
When she points to the bird and says it's a dog, you agree with her.
Think she always comes first.
Believe in her. Give her the trust.
Never doubt her.
Can stop being so paranoid over small to big things.
Forget and forgive all thing she said or did.
Doesnt show ATTITTUDE to her.
Let her have her own time and space.let her make as many friends as she wants.
Cant stop smiling when thinking of her, seeing her face, msging with her....
Dont care how many msg u wasted and ur hp bill gonna burst and u're still msging her every day saying morning,good night, asking her stuffs.
Go find her wherever she is when she needs you.
Keep surprising her. never forget to.
Never ask for more from her. what you have is enough.
Make she feels comfortable when she's with you.
Respect her.
Love her so much that can do anything just to stay with her.
Dont care about anything and just to stay with her is already your happiness.
Cant think of anything else and start doing all these stuff that have been typing out.
.........................................
i'm sorry i just cant.

**Dedicated

i love u

cable ski

2007-09-18T16:40:00.000+08:00

cable ski @ ECP

jon and jane jane is so xtra la.

jon me and jon

me and wakeboard

me. jane.
_________________________________________________

cable ski.
realli rock ur life!!
go and try peeps!!
it's damn cool...

cable ski here i come SOON after promos.

i love u

i missed sec school's life.

2007-09-17T19:40:00.000+08:00

i missed sec school's life.
3 years. time passed by
so fast. it's like the first leaf of the tree jus dropped in the fall.
i missed them so much.
3 years. and i wanna turn back time to enjoy those moments once again.
time when i have fun
time when i can cry easily
time when i can mug like crazie and never stone
time when i love going to school
time when i love doing project
time when i love doing activites in school.
time when i cherish my friends
time when i treat them well.
time when....
LAST TIME..
i noe now i'm a bad bad bad bad boy..
really bad.

how am i supposed to make a 'come-back'?
no idea, seriously.
and know what.

the doctor said. i'm goin thruSTRESS.
that's why all stupid sickness coming out like madness.
gastric. stomache. flu. fever. headache. RASHES after midnight.
sigh. WTH f**k i'm like this.

i still love u. it's hard to think i will lose you.

i cant sleep

2007-09-08T01:21:00.000+08:00

i cant sleeep.
keep thinking of you.
reminiscing us.
i really wanna give in to you.
but i just dun understand why
sometimes it's just so hard to do so.
sometimes u're just doing something weird.
sometimes you just dun understand me too.
is it really the time that i have to choose.
between give in and forget it.
i cant do both... cuz i'm scared
if i were to give in a lot.
it's gonna be so hurtful if anything happen.
or it's gonna be so heartrending if u never give back.
think carefully,
i'm telling myself.
is it worth it?
am i happy?
keep asking myself.
there're times that i'm happy there're times that i'm sad.
sigh.. so hard so hard......
but yes it always comes back to one simple question.
do i love u.
and all i can say is that.
yes.i do. i do love you.

"Life without you is like words without vowels... you need ’em to make it complete "
without u i have no idea how my life will be fulfilled...i love u i love u i love u i love u.
i hope u feel the same too. cuz we need to fulfill each other to make this a great life and
we shall feel COMPLETE....

SHIT FACTS

2007-08-27T19:38:00.000+08:00

Interesting facts……

lately i poo poo a lot. so i want to noe types of my poo poo lo. xp
OMG so unglam.. hahahzz >_<

#warning warning#
--------R21---------

Simutaneous Contact Shit - Where the log is in simultaneous contact with both your ass and the water. This impressiveness of this feat obviously depends on the ass/water distance.

Barber Shit- The type of shit that rips out your ass-fro when it comes out.

Bin Laden shit - The kind of shit that plugs up the toilet so bad you need a plunger, but the plunger can't draw it out 'cause it's gone into hiding somewhere in the pipes

black log - hard and big the kind that stretches your ass

Picasso Shit - The type of shit so fascinating to your child that they use it to try and replicate Picasso's Unknown Masterpiece on your walls.

The PERFECT Shit - So round..so firm..so fully packed!!!!

Machine Gun Shit - The kind of when you fart and shit at the same time! It comes out sounding like BBBWWWAAAATTT!BBBWWWAAATTT!BBBWWWAAATTT! Better have a whole roll of paper after this one!

SLOW FAST SHIT - The kind where your having some fun and its coming out slowly then it flies out like water in sink pipe.

Tug-of-War Shit - When your pushing so hard to get the shit out and it feels like it's grabbing onto something in there, and finally when it comes out it's just a little turd.

Never Ending Story shit - the kind when u hold your shit for a long time and when u finally sit on the toilet ur shirt comes out and feels like it's never going to end. And you are afraid to cut it off cause u want to see how big u can get it. And when it is finally out You get up to look at your work but it's already down the hole and u realized it wasn't worth cause ur butthole hurts for like an hour.

Oatmeal shit - Occurs after you are sick, and your shit hasn't quite made it back to turd form due to diarrhea. It just falls right out of your ass and looks like a pile of brown outmeal in the bottom of your toilet.

Gotta Have A Witness Shit - It's so big you have to show somebody, just because you know nobody will ever believe you.

The Shower Special- This is the most meanest shit ever. It is a combo, it involves taking two shits. The first involves strained pushing that results in a regular shit, and you wipe, and put your pants back on. When you look at your undies later, you see shit all over for some reason. After throwing those undies in the trash, you go to the shitter and try to shit, and a regular shit comes out but you have to wipe and wipe and wipe. At the end you say fuck it and take a shower and spray the stream of water directly at your sphincter and get all the shit residue off.

Embarrassing Shit - You're not gonna make it home you gotta shit so bad, the bell rings for recess and you bolt for the bathroom. By the time you sit down and drop your load, a dozen heads pop over and under the stall you turn red as laughter erupts and insults are exchanged.

Champagne Shit - When you're taking a shit and you hafta push real hard, and when you finally get it out it's like popping the cork out of a champagne bottle, spewing liquidy shit all over.

Needle Poop - Your colon is in such a spasm that all the shit you expell is as skinny as a needle and very, very long.

the BIGFOOT shit - This is the types of shit where it is so large that it leaves an actual imprint on the porcelian of the toilet. When you go to look at it has vanished!

Radio Alarm Clock Shit - The type of shit you wake up to in the morning.

Smellopathic Shit - oh...shit!! you walked right into a horrendous cloud of shit after someone let one rip, reeling you hurry on your way. later while dropping the kids off at the pool your nose is assaulted with the same foul smelling stench you ran into earlier.. it's weird, like the poo knew?!

Black-Out Shit - I held my shit in so long that day that when I started drinking I forgot all about the shit, anyway I Blacked Out(my body switched to auto-pilot) sometime that night. The next morning I came back to my senses on the porcelain throne, finally, I had made it to the toilet, then I realized that I was sitting in a big shitty mess, in my drunken stupor I had forgotten to lift the lid. It wasn't pretty, shit was everywhere, the highlight of my morning consisted of showering my shitty ass, washing my shitty clothes(several cycles), and scraping a cm. of caked shit off the toiler lid... At least I made it to the Shitter.

Squeezy Shit - The kind of shit that digested a little too quickly and slowly extrudes out of your ass, totally covering your anus with a thick layer of poop, which is very hard to wipe off

_____ * dun puke *

Zodiac

2007-08-14T10:38:00.000+08:00

i got this from somewhere. it's kinda cool.

Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by astrologic predictions. what are you?

VIRGO
- The VirginDominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only.

SCORPIO
- The Sex AddictEXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Loves to joke. VeryGood sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak inbed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easygoing. Loves being in long relationships. talkative. The sexiestever....Romantic. Caring.

LIBRA
- The Lame LoverNice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of akind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring personyou will ever meet! However not the kind of person you wanna messwith... You might end up crying...

ARIES
- The LiarOutgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY sexy. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud.

AQUARIUS
- Does It In The WaterTrustworthy. Sexy. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-termrelationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out.

GEMINI
- Does TwosomesNice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in bed. Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. SEXY. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.

LEO
- The Lion in bedGreat talker. Sexy and passionate. Laid back.Knows how to have fun. Is really good at it. Great kisser. Unpredictable.Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in longrelationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare t o find. Goodwhen found.

CANCER
- The CutieMOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high sex appeal. Great in bed!!! Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak in bed. Spontaneous. Great telling stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to.

PISCES
- The Piece of AssCaring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Sexy, DAMN IT. High sex appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Freak in the sheets. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Though tful. A partner for life. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet.

CAPRICORN
- The Passionate LoverLove to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy.Predict future. Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships.Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Sexy. Cool. Loves to own Gemini's in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.

TAURUS
- The TrampAggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a goodfight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people intimes of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person.One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the sexiest people on earth! .

SAGITTARIUS
- The Sexy oneSpontaneous. Horny. Freak in Bed. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. The one. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic.Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own uniquesexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? Not the kind of person you wanna mess with - you might end up crying.

***is it true?..i have no idea. but to me. it is somehow.

i'll take my chances

2007-07-26T03:10:00.000+08:00

I'll take my chances - The Click Five

You and I

We never had it easy baby

We had to work so hard

And everytime it feels like we're gonna make it

That's when it falls apart, but

Oooooooohoo

Baby I'll take my chances with you

Oooooooohoo

Baby I'll take my chances with you

Every night I think about the mistakes I've made

I try to change my ways

(Nothing's gonna change my ways)

And I don't mind all the little games we play

And all the foolish things you say,cause

Oooooooohoo

Baby I'll take my chances with you

That's what I'm gonna do

Oooooooohoo

Baby I'll take my chances with you

Love is what you make it

So give it one more try

Cause I get turned down when you're not around

I just can't take it all

You and IWe never had it easy baby

We've both been hurt before

(Both been hurt before)

And only time will tell us if we're gonna make it

There's no way to be sure, but

Oooooooohoo

Baby I'll take my chances with you

That's what I'm gonna do

Oooooooohoo

Baby I'll take my chances with you

You know it's true

Oooooooohoo

Baby I'll take my chances with you

That's what I'm gonna do

Oooooooohoo

Baby I'll take my chances

I'll take my chances

With you.

________________________________________________

like i said. i'll wait. dun worry. i won give up.cuz i love u with all my heart..

*** dedicated

**** i love u. a lot. always.

stuffs

2007-07-16T21:10:00.000+08:00

something interesting. enjoy =)

If your father is a poor man,
it is your fate but,
if your father-in-law is a poor man,
it's your stupidity.

however in my opinion i guess it's not about money.
i believe it's more about feelings.
also, though my father become poor
i'll still love him. cuz he's the one who part of me
his blood is flowing in me...
i love u dad.

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I was born intelligent -
education ruined me.
yes yes like yes!!!
i'm so so so smart..
hah yeah right.
but not only education ruin me
this world!! this stupid world
complicated world!!
aniwae, i still love this world!!
i think best reason is cuz i'm lazy.
i'm a pig!! ( and why i'm saying to myself --'')
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Practice makes perfect.....
But nobody's perfect......
so why practice?
but at least you've tried ur best right?
so why not?
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If it's true that we are here to help others,
then what exactly are the others here for?
to continue help the others lor..
whahahz i am so so smart!! xp
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Since light travels faster than sound,
people appear bright until you hear them speak.
so what.
no body likes smart arse...
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How come 'abbreviated' is such a long word?
i dun even know what the hell is the meaning of 'abbreviated'
*checking dictionary desperately*
ohhhhhhhh orhhhhhh,...
it means ' shortened or ruduced'
i bet u guys dunno right!! hahaz.
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Money is not everything.
There's Mastercard & Visa.
but i dun have any of the two TT''
nvm still got FRIENDS
hahaz.. * wicked smile*
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Every person should marry.
After all,
happiness is not the only thing inlife.
i cant marry!!
stupid fortuneteller says i cant marry!!
cuz my marriage can end relationship.
i'm so cursed!
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The wise never marry.
and when they marry they become otherwise.
hahaz. i'll never marry. so i'm the WISE. like DUHhhhh~
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Success is a relative term.
It brings so many relatives.
seriously, i dun get this one.
anyone got it?
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Never put off the work till tomorrow
what you can put off today.
ehh. i also dun get this one --'
starting to think i'm not really that smart.
no no i'm too smart to understand this simple stuff. hee
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'Your future depends on your dreams'
So go to sleep
what if i have a wet dream? will my future be wet?
hurr hurr. kinky.
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There should be a better way to start a day
Than waking up every morning
yes yes who knows?
....................................................................

'Hard work never killed anybody'
But why take the risk
i'm too lazy to think of what to write alr.
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'Work fascinates me'
I can look at it for hours
stoning in another word.
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God made relatives;
Thank God we can choose our friends.
.......i'm hungry. i love honey bunch!! so random
i love my friends.. ryan i love u la. dun think too much. emo friend sia.
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The more you learn,
the more you know,
The more you know,
the more you forget
The more you forget,
the less you know
So.. why learn.
at least u learn something
at least u know something
at least u learn to forget!!
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jus for fun only.

i am happy + sad + scared. confused.

not hurt. dun ask

2007-07-06T10:54:00.000+08:00

my heart breaks.
it seems like the world has stopped spinning.
a person i'm used to
a person i love
a person i do cherish
a person i tresure
a person i'll do anything for
a person that is everything to me
it's over.
start a moment of fear
silent tears
time of akwardness
left be hind me.
only me.
you're still worried
told me many reasons
i have to let u go
cuz anyway you'll go.
i have to accept that.
u still want to be friends
yes i still want to be friends
but u never a friend to me.
it gonna be so hard so so hard
u don wanna see me sad but i wanna ask u something
if u dun wan me to get hurt then who else u want?
where u want me to keep all the tears away from you
a person who lost everything have to listen to you
you're my everything and now i lost u. i lost everything.
i know u dun wanna hurt me but why leave me.
after all the thinking
it realli bombards me
not hurt dun ask
i'm not hurt at all.
still why people can jus be so easily fall in love?
i have to ask myself why too
people say i easily fall in love
but let me ask u something
is it wrong.
but seriously i dunno why i jus cant move on now
i tried but i failed
sigh....
trust?
this word
i get enough of it alr.
i dun think i can trust anyone anymore
but that is all about love
one day yes yes
i'll meet someone
who's the one
hopefully
am i desperate?
u can say so
but to me
i jus need someone to be beside me.

hahahz
i dunno why i'm typing all this shit.
i guess all because

i love u.a lot.

try me

2007-07-04T20:29:00.000+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here

haiz.sucks

2007-06-16T20:21:00.000+08:00

home
happiness?
yeah right...
i didnt feel it much though.
i think i'm really cursed.
every importand exams or events
before that.
smthing ALWAYS happens
something bad
something unexpected
something ...........
something HURTS
and it HURTS a lot.
yeap,
everytime telling myself. try my best
try so hard
so hard.
will i get thru this time,
im scared really scared.
will i be able to stay on.
we shall see.
i dunno myself.
life SUCKS.

Friends

2007-05-14T13:22:00.000+08:00

LIES create LIARS.

i miss the word "Friends"
terribly.

Friends become Plastics..
create pollution to this world.
ADVERSE one
more n more n more n more of them
hopefully they are those types of plastics
that can be RECYCLED.
yeap. if RECYCLE is a possible solution.
more and more like a virus
spreading fast and wide
uncontrollable..
more n more of them emerge.
any vaccine?
i wonder.

so many questions
especially,
the question 'why' is still hanging in my mind
why why why.
what did i do wrong? what made this happen?
i'm too young again? i'm childish?
oh please, don't you people F--king tell me about these
everyone is young. it's THE MENTALITY that makes people think they're old.
and every single person in this world have a childishness in oneself.
i still remember seeing elderlies crack lame jokes or being stubborn over things. that's called childish.. correct?

my life is hectic..
so many things bombarded
so many commitments
so many responsibility
so many ..
and i'm trying my very best to cope all the stress..
JC life is really need a DISCIPLINEd person.
if i cant be i dun think i'll be able to survive in this pool of madness.
Lectures lectures lectures
tutorials tutorialss.
class test test test
lecture test test tet
project work project work
dance practice dance dance dance
training training trainingggg
and June Common Test in coming
holiday will never be one
and that's freaking true i'm trying very hard to STUDY.
this is all STRESS.

expectation expectations
schaloarship
role model.
yes.
i should be one
no no no
i MUST be one.
no choice
always remind myself
here to study!!

with all these things
i just need someone who can talk to
and really understand what i am going through.
someone..
i thought i have.
a group of them actually.
but apparently gone. long gone.

i want to cry so many times
but ask myself is it worth is it worth
to f--king care about these.
i'm still questioning myself
like i said questions questions, so many.
also, i dont want to be called complicated kid.
so troublesome.

but people u should know
everyone's life nowadays is all complicated
tell me whose life is so simple.
most probably no one.

anyway, i dont want to waste my time
"bye"

*thanks naifen. appreciate it.
*loads of thanks to small boy. u're always be there.
*happi Bd to Joseph again
*and sorry

cout <<

2007-05-09T08:11:00.000+08:00

#include
#include
#include
#include

using namespace std;

void main ()
{
cout << "AHhhhhhhh!!!!!!!"
}

Compiling...
qn1.cpp

c:\documents and settings\student\desktop\ws7\qn1\qn1.cpp(16) : fatal error C1004: unexpected end of file foundError executing cl.exe.
??????
???
???
???????????????
???
???

qn1.exe - 99999999999999 error(s), 0 warning(s)

computing driving me NUTZZZZ !!!!

TJC DANCE CONCERT

2007-04-24T10:04:00.000+08:00

TJC Modern Dance Club presents

REVERIE III

@ University Cultural Centre HALL, NUS

at 8pm on 31 MAY

TICKETS at 12$ and 15$

SELLING FAST now..

PLZ place ur order by leaving a msg

contact me

ANAVIL

98445594

come to witness a plethora of dance genres that you all will be mesmerizedby it!!

SEE you there!!!+)

take care all !!

light bulb jokes

2007-04-12T23:28:00.000+08:00

it's super duper funny and u really have to read it !!

Light Bulb Jokes about all Junior College in Singapore...
no offence meant,
if you belong to that JC...
i found it passed around the internet xD...
Hope its interesting
for you all...
Q: How many RJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: 4 whole faculties. One to design the new bulb, one to
manufacture and test it out, one to write a proposal on it and one to market it.

Q: How many HCJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. To compete with RJC.

Q: How many VJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. One student to screw it in and the rest to cheer and wave flags and banners to give him/her support.

Q: How many NJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They can study without light.

Q: How many AJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They're too busy trying to be one of the top 5 JCs.

Q: How many ACJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They'll rather use all their money to employ YJC to do it for them.

Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Only one teacher to tell them what a light bulb is in the first place and to demonstrate how to change the light bulb. (So how do you think they're able to change it for ACJC?)

Q: How many CJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They'll prefer it to be darker. (Hmmmm?*raises eye-brows* )

Q: How many JJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Their physics is so bad that they made their macho male physics teacher cry.

Q: How many TPJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Would they even bother?

Q: How many SAJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They believe in praying for it.

Q: How many NYJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are still using oil lamps.

Q: How many SRJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: Huh, what litebarb?

Q: How many PJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: Heck the light bulb lah, the principal would do something about the rightbarbs. Let's do 300 jumping jacks for not wearing the proper school attire.

Q: How many MJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are too busy trying to get promoted.

Q: How many IJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are Innovians. They'll find ways out of the dark.

Q: Who wrote all this?
A: A TJCian.

Q: How many TJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They think they are already very bright.
i am not trying to start a chainmail... but if you find it interesting
and want to pass it on, just pass 'loh'.... =)

wad is wrong

2007-04-07T03:03:00.000+08:00

i started to wonder...
friend?
friends?
are there a real true friend?
hmm...
________________
u made my day..
but now..i'm not sure.

sorrri

2007-03-30T11:10:00.000+08:00

hahahz.
sorri son long never update le...
cuz laziee >_<
but gonna write something a bit..
cuz someone ask me to..
now in computing classs..
programming rockz but i'm having fluu
so irritatiingg man...
keep sneezingg and MR. Kao just scold me cuz i sneeze into the PC screeen !! hahahz
lolnesss.. sorri la,, cant control wad..
programming rockz but so troublesome la...type a bit wrong then error le..die
okiee
* that piece of cake was so sweet!! =)
will blog again SOON --"

lalas~

2007-02-15T08:14:00.001+08:00

'm happy
=)

randomness

2007-02-04T13:04:00.000+08:00

o's result coming out in less than one week
good but excellent cert. is wad i seek
excited, frustrated, scared to the peak
what will i become now, if not a freak

so weird oh dear what am i doing
writing studpid poem when o's is nearing
________
____
ya lorx. wad i'm doin man...
i oso dunno. i dun even noe how to write poem la. i jus anihow made the last word ryme lo.
hahaz. i feel so dumb man. but sure there's dumber and the dumbest which is NOT me
my dumbness considered SMART ok?
hahaz
this is so ANAVIL-ness !! yeapyeap.
o's result coming out. hoping i can stay in tjc
hope those i love can stay in tjc.
hope those i hate can leave tjc[hahahz no la noone i hate wad]
cuz i love everyone i love children WORLD pEACE!! feel like i'm MISS-ter WORLD lo!!
*standing ovation* and everyone BOWS##
haahhz
thank you thank you thank you !!
okiee.
___________
tonite is THAILAND VS S'pore
i was a traitor on wed nite!! but tonite i'll be THAILAND supporter!!
hope tt thailand won lose otherwise i hav to do something..which i wwant to actualli..but i'm not that DARING person u see?
hahahz
THAILAND must win ok?
JIAYO JIAYO !!!
______________
ppl say i'm the horniest guy they hav ever met
i will prove them wrong
cuz i'm not horny at all man
cant be called the horniest lo
cuz i'm MORE thann that!!!
none of word in dictionary can compare to me !!
wahahhahahahz
______________

i love u, u love me
we are HORNY family
with a great big AHhh~~
and a Emmm~~
from me to you
would u say u're horny too?

____
hee.. nice?
___

she's so cute>_<
---
showing the -ness inside me

she forced me

2007-01-24T19:30:00.000+08:00

geraldine is the prettiest one la..
[the 2nd one from left]
but after u see her for sometime..u'll use to it!! hee..jus kidding :p
miss geraldine told me to blog about her...
i dunno wad to blog about her..
so she told me something..
let's get started..
GERALDINE is soooo niceeeee...she's MISS BOND for orientation nite
it's such a great honour for me to be her friend. hahaz
i feel like vomiting.. nah jus kidding..
she may look DAO when u first see her..but actualli she's not DAO..but super super DAO la.. lolness..nononope..she's friendly la. hee >_<
sme more..she can dance welll..she got a lonnggggggg legs..but she rarely use it..so GERALDINE USE ur legs PLZZZZ!!! hahahhhaz
cheyy..wad u want me to blog more sia...
geraldine geraldine...

she's nice gal la....

oh..and she likes to use me...
example " anavil buy me water bottle le "
hahahz..
okok it's alright la...i'm a gentleman wad..dotdotdotzzz..
...
all lame thing le..
enuf le.
byebye

TJC

2007-01-17T21:51:00.000+08:00

haven't been blogging quite some time already.
i guess no one wants to visit my blog now.
hahaz.
really sorry to everyone..this is due to
i am super duper busy with JC life now.
also, my wireless connection got problem then cannot use.
Temasek Junior College is the FUTURE !!!
It's one of the BEST college!!
yeap yeap.
say T
say TJ
say we're the best
so you better not messs
so you better not fool
Cuz we are COOL !!
hahahaz
TJ!!!!!!
i love my OG 13
i love my CG 24/07
i love my Civics Tutor
i love my friendss
i love mr. TONG ( Discipline master =P)
hee =)
right..
PEoPLEEE..... COME TJC for 2nd intaakeeee and you won regret
also, DANCERS plz join TJC modern dance club.... we need more GUYSS!!! yeap.

* i want to say something...
Jonathan Ong was lost in STRIP BLACKJACK and hav to take off all his clothes including his boxer...hahahz..at the student lounge(the BUS-2nd floor)
and MATIN has found his PASSION PURPOSE and DRIVE in playing BLACKJACK n get Jon to STRIP!!!! wahahhaha~~~ okiee TJCians ARE LAME!!!!

* ALL thai PPLL are gd lookingg hahah so random>_<

* Nuttawut mayb joinin DANCE!!

the future now

2007-01-04T20:40:00.000+08:00

tjc ROCKs.

...

2006-12-31T05:00:00.000+08:00

i thought..........

home

2006-12-09T23:11:00.000+08:00

i'm home.
i'm in thailand,
and i'm super duper lazie to blog man
so, bear with me
heee =)
miss mie
call or sms me !! hahaz.

Grad Night

2006-11-25T12:42:00.000+08:00

cant upload more photo le. dunno why.will upload more later.
and thanks those who voted me n charlene!! love u loads.
we're so happy.thanks thanks thanks THANKS man!!!!
i love TEMASEK <3

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2006-11-06T20:42:00.000+08:00

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CONTACT ANAVIL 98445594
by his hp or email/msn : anavil_zuz@hotmail.com
or his friendster http://www.friendster.com/anavilzuz
-----
CONTACT JORDUS 90122629
MSN/EMAIL : FHCUKRIN_EDYOTS@HOTMAIL.COM
-----
HURRY HURRY!!!! CYAZ GUYS THERE !!!!! >_<

Beautiful

2006-11-03T15:20:00.000+08:00

Kevin Fok - Beautiful

I don't know
If I'm the one for you in this life
I can't help
Hearing my voice calling your name
Cuz when I'm
Trying so hard not to look in your eyes
Maybe I
Have fallen in love with you
---
*
I can't so describe
How I'm feeling deep inside
So much more than I can say
With your touch it feels so right
Oh my, you're so near
All the time in this place
For I know in my heart
I'll never let you go
In this lifetime
Do you know why oh baby
Cus you're just so
Beautiful to me
---
Well tonight
Maybe this time I can hear you breathe
Its alive to see you smile
With those tears in your eyes
They may say
That you're just a girl in this spinning world
In my heart
You're like the world to me
---

happie birthday

2006-11-01T19:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ANAVIL and GARY

----------------------------------------------------------
thanks everyone for wish me happi birthday whether by any means.
i'm super duper happieee cuz so many ppl wish me happy BD through sms,msn,friendster,blog,call, and in person.
thanks u guys loadsssszzzzZZZzzz.
hahahaz....

thanks job,nelson,joe kor,brent,shuhui,reuben,chong hu,tawan,hafidh,shi jie,keeto,amanda,mr. blurr matt,dion, pao, fye, henry, simone, monica, stefanie, samuel-tang,john, clarisssa, naresh, chee yang, nani, mervyn, kat, ming, shann, winston, ryan, elmer,op, winnnie, hakim, keith, ruiqi, warren,atom, ploy, velerie, poy, derick kor, ice, gary, pete, pim, dylan, four A, peiying, kazaf, jeann, hazel, andreas, ziqing, zameer, dillon, por, qiqi, willzling, fredrick, sim weijie, hui wen, keith, adinda, MY BESTIE CHARLENE, my sister ETC. [i cant remember all le]
hope theree willbe more later before today ends.

and thanks to ploy for Buffered C1000;VITAMIN C
thanks to naresh for BEST 2006 MUSIC CD
thanks to derick kor for CK Eternity
animore?? hahahz

and for those ppl's BD that alr passed but i haven't got ya guys anything
i'm terribly sorry for that ok..cuz i'm damm broke now.
and some i alr bought the gifts but they are all t my house in Thailand.
will give u guys ASAP !!
the example are: max, matt, monica, zach, charlene, and so on.
so wait for it!! >_<

* i was thinking whether

wll u wish me happi bd.

thanks for saying it

thought u'll never

HIGHLIGHTS!!!

2006-10-31T16:22:00.000+08:00

*click the poster to see the original size*
anyone interesting to register???
i am interested le ^^
------------------------------------------

fossil

2006-10-28T04:56:00.000+08:00

been finding good reason for me to hang in there
yet good reasons < bad reasons
am i cursed?
i guess i am
whenever things seem to be good
something will make it bad
it's just not fair to see the world like that.
tears drop everyday like it's a norm
water jus leak out like there are holes in my eyes
i cant stop the leak
"bull shit....nonsense" " i mean it really "
those hurt.
i guess it's all over now. really.
no more turning back. cuz there will be no u-turn for me.
i will not tolerate and torture myself.
mayb u said u mean it
but last time it was real right
why cant it be now
it's alright though.
friend shall be the word we use nowadays
i cant use it though cuz it jus hurts
..nah
it's all over now as i said and nth gonna change anything
yeap.
but................
i wil never forget.
cuz.. you are like a fossil which is a part of my heart.

heaven's what i feel

2006-10-23T17:04:00.000+08:00

love sometimes can be like destiny....
there's no way to say forever may not realize your dreams
and love sometimes is like the blowin' wind
it can take us to wherever sending us on silent wings
----
*but i have broken all the rules of love...
i never dreamed that i could come this far....
and now i'm lost in my emotions
you're becoming my devotion
there's nothing i can do to stop this love for you...
----
**i was not supposed to fall in love with you
i have someone else....
someone else is loving you
and i was not supposed to let this love get through
(let love get through)
so let me say for real....
heaven's what i feel when i'm with you...
(this feeling is forever) it is forever...
(you make me feel like heaven) i feel like heaven
(my love is true when i'm with you... ooh...oooh...you...ooo)
----
how could i have known that in your eyes (in your eyes)
i would find the deepest answer to the questions of my heart
and how could i have known that by your side (by your side)
was the light to fill the darkness and the shadows of my life
----
*,**
(this feeling is forever) ...ooou..ooou...oooo
(you make me feel like heaven, my love is true, when i'm with you.. ooo...ooo..hoo..hoo) (heaven....heaven...) is what i feel when we're together
(heaven....heaven...) just look in my eyes and you'll see it's come true.....
i was not supposed to fall in love with you
i have someone else....
and someone else is loving you
and i was not supposed to let this love get through (let love get through)
so let me say for real....
heaven's what i feel when i'm with you......oouououooo

BIRTHDAY @ DXO

2006-10-20T13:56:00.000+08:00

BIRTHDAY @ DXO
21st Oct 2006(Sat)
Underaged / Overaged Party.
Tics at $18
9pm - 4am
First 100 t enter th club, will get goodie bags absolutely free
&& Be spotted by our crew for being th most goodlooking and gorgeous person that night!
Only 20 lucky chaps will get prizes.
Sg idol Finalists will be makig their appearances there.
like Paul two hill!
Hurry
And there will be dance performance!!
Contact JORDUS 90122629 for tics/details now!

seize the day

2006-10-18T00:01:00.000+08:00

do not grieve over the past for it is gone.
do not worry about the future for it has yet to come.
as long as it is called today,
live this day a if it was your last
and you will find each day worth living for.
--
now it is when i have to make full use of time
one month without slacking
will i make it?
scholarship at stake.
will i be able to continue to stay in this small yet fascinating island?
the decision is in my hand.
i am the one who can determine myself.
which destiny i will lead myself to?
we shall see.

天天夜夜

2006-10-11T03:08:00.000+08:00

当一颗心到时间的尽头　呼吸也会痛........天天夜夜

thank you

2006-10-08T21:45:00.000+08:00

thanks everyone who has been taking care of me.
sorry for always causing so much trouble.

*can we do a better job of pretending that you really care

jealousy

2006-10-07T19:06:00.000+08:00

seeing people being so mature
seeing people falling down and standing up again immediately
seeing people moving on
seeing people keep walking
seeing people being cared by friends
seeing people happy again
seeing people hug with warmth
seeing people kiss with passion
seeing people love again
it makes me so jealous
when will those will happen to me
when....when..when..???
i envy those people.
________
it's the coldest night, people passing by
where are you; the one that will light up my life
come close to me, make me feel alive
like never before, when my whole world had died
..
painful memories, lonely places
i have been there. it seems a long time
when will i find you, where i belong
and hope my whole life will never be the same
..
when i fall in love with you
wishing dream is forever true
having you right here, face to face
let nobody else comes between me and you
when i fall in love.
..
where are you?

to all

2006-09-28T05:00:00.000+08:00

this post is entirely for u guys....
______________
charlene;my best friend - decision is urs.think hard. let's go out soon!!loves^^
ryan; the beatboxer - thx for ur concern, and thx tt always let me hug u. hhahz after gradnite we gonna get drunk at merv's place hhahaz.... drunk tgt sooon ya? i'll study hard for o's!!
mervyn - hi gay!! u're so wadeva la.. haha will crash ur place after grad nite so be prepared man!!
felicia, shijie - hey..we're diva!!!!
nelson - hey good friend.. no need to worri bout me so much la. i appreciate it. but go concentrate in ur n's plz.. haha.. cya around
cheeyang - hey junior. ur dance skill is getting better n better, so keep it up!!
come tjc nxt year k.. hahz n u better help me able to split! and my two tshit n army pants plz.
max - talk to u soon k
jovan and weihao - take care in camp.. u can do it.
joe - dun smoke and drink too much ah bro...take care of ur health.
winston - think hard before u decided wad to do.
edison - u are good lorx policeman. aiyo. i still think u take a's better. go poly for wad.
jarett - my small boi.. take care of urself k..i love bullying you.. hahaz.anything can talk to this real small boi heh..
shuhui - ur n's level coming..stop coming out and study hard k.. later end up ite die...
nigel - hey ah lian. u better start be optimistic k.. and dun think too much. and stop bully me. last time so nice to me. i wan old nigel back!!
jimmy - thx my old man.. i love ur topman shirt man.
gary - cheer up gary!!! club tgt soon!!
frankie and strider - hi new friend, i let u regard me as a emo drunkard le. bad impression sia... hahaz.. see u guys soon.
benji rp - bro. y it seems so long we never hang out le. hahahz and i like when ya dress nicely as in nice shoes k hahaz
benji omg- hhaa hi bimbo. bimbimbobimbo bimbo bimbo...
jeremy - thank u so much. we gonna get drunk tgt again man.
matthew - you;re damm misssed by me la..my mr blurr...
eric - dun keep my friend onli to urself le.. i miss u also lorx..
monica - let's hang out soon ya?? i'm like nv see u at all........!!!!! ifi get to see u i'm gonna hug u till ur bone crack and gonna kiss and leech all water out of ur body wahha~ ok tt sounds wrong le
dion - i wan watch wade robson!!!!!!!! overdrive!!!!
ernest - love u always my mean friend
jiawei - my friend like saying u're cute!! hahahz i'm like " got meh? "
wild pig - our story.heh
someone - i almost hate u once again.

and a lot more other i'm lazieee to type le..
tt's all for today!! hahha
good morning!!!!!!!!!!!!!
...............

long entry

2006-09-28T04:24:00.000+08:00

pretending pretending
it's so hard
cuz my face my action
say it all
i try my best
but i cant i jus cant
i said ppl stupid dumb idiot
i myself AM the most stupid guy the dumbest in the world
hopefulli there's the dumber than me
but currently i guess not.
i wanna laugh at myself
yet all i can do is.............
keep myself calm and quiet.
tears yet again are threatening to come out
however, no tear has come out yet
perhaps, i realli short of water.
i need more water.
be strong
move on
keep wallkin
life goes on
they're all so easy to say out
but who knows
after all.....they're all so diffficult to take action
c'mon anavil
keep telling myself
move on
there're so many new one i can find out there.
i noe singapore is small
plz.. u noe many ppl
c'mon anavil..the right one will come to you.
i still cant move on though
as i noe u
i learn a lot from my friends
i cant jus go around n flirt animore
i gave in my heart to you
i thought it's gonna be ok
but i guess i was wrong
it seems that i always got hurt
many ppl hav come around
but who gonna come out and reach my heart like u.
they come around and go around like i changing my clothes.
but there's a fav one tt i will choose to always wear it
and it's you.
i shouldn't be saying this actually
hahahz
yeap
i dunno why i'm typin this entry
i feel i'm such a loser
i am in fact.
.......
friends?
will i ever find a true friend?
the one tt we won fall in love for each other?
the one tt realli give wach other trust?
the one tt realli keep each other secret?
the one tt being truthful faithful and wadeva ---ful?
the one tt will die for each other?
the one tt will do wadeva to pacify each other when we're sad depressed or emo?
the one tt will not backstab?
the one tt will not flirt or being so touchy with the one u noe ur true friend like?
the one tt will call u out to hang out w/o let another one ask first?
the one tt will not ps?
the one tt will not hurt?
and more more more more moremoremmmmmroooreeeee
will i?
will i find one?
haiz....
...................
and to a veri good friend of mine.
you realli are.
please do not be mad.
i dun wan you to be man.
ur hit was realli painful but
as i said i deserve it.
hope u not angry wid me animore
and hope tt we can talk again.
it's jus realli hurtful to realise
one of ur friend
the one tt u love a lot
not talkin to you
n jus so fuckin not happy wid you
i dun wan tt friend.
i reallli don wan.
realli hope u talk to me again.
.....
this is realli long entry.
yeah.
erm.....
i think i'm too coward to commit suicide
so my friends
no worries
i hav no courage to do as u say
i mean
i'm realli depressed until the extreme tt i could do it
but i chose not to
i'm not tt stupid i guess
but ideas still goin through my mind though
......
-i cant sleep-
*so irritating*

suicide?

2006-09-25T01:17:00.000+08:00

my face is painless now
it was so painful.
....
my eyes experienced water shortage
due to the excessive loss through tears
....
thanks shuhui gary jimmy frankie strider jarett n some others i cant remember
for taking care of me
and lend me ur shoulders
i appreciate it.
....
to my promise warden, dun b so emo. im not.u must b not oso.
to my angel, sorri i bit u.hehe. yeap cya soon.
to my small boi, take care of urself. getting drunk is not good.i noe cuz i am always drunk
to tt someone, i hope u happy.realli.do take care.
....
mayb i should hav jumped down tt time.but it was high
and i'm a coward.
....
mayb i should try Carbon monoxide gas.it's odourless.n i will die like a sleepin beauty.painlessly.
....
anyone? any idea to commit suicide?
....
any interesting way to commit suicide?
....
i guess i would like to try one.
yeap.

prelims

2006-09-21T11:46:00.000+08:00

coffee and redbull...
and i can study without falling asleep..
but they're no good for ur health.
so kids..dun try at home

aniwae vodka redbull is super duper nice..and it always 1 for 1 hehehz =P

yeah..
three more paper to go.
FRiday- Physics
Monday-emaths p2
tUesday-amaths p2
and..
THAT's IT!!
hahaz
i screwed up most paper aniwae..
haiz..
i'm still not mature after all.
i dunno how to cope wid stress and things tt aroused during exams
they all realli affect me adversely..
sucks my life out of me..
but yeah
after all..
it alr happened,..
dun wan to think much bout it
someone told mie not to be so emo..
so i must be happy =) *smiles
but things tt happened are so drama lor..
like cut and paste from some melodrama in tvseries lorx
hahah.how cliche my life is.
i'm still surprised myself..

my angel said " love is selfish " i hav to agree wid him..
thanks angel for b there for me when 'm like so emo..
hahaz..

thanks to that someone. for talkin shit wid me..hahaz move on WE shall.

thanks the rest too.
shall thank u guys wid name when i hav time to blog more.
yeap
now need to study physics for tml paper le.
byebye...

[jovan n weihao gonna sign out this friday]

i'm looking forward to weekend ^^

*i wanna drink drink drink

and drink and drink

and drink drink

and DRINK

till i drop dead.

invincible

2006-09-17T16:30:00.000+08:00

I don't have nerves of steel
I have a heart that feels
I may have cried a million tears
but I wont drown
I let myself unfold
Gave you my hand to hold
You took me beyond where I could see
And then you let go of me. .
___
Chorus:
I was damaged by the fall
Got the wind knocked out of me
To be standing here at all
I must be invincible
I thought that I would break
But now I have come to see
Something strong and beautiful
Inside of me
I must be invincible. . .
___
I dont have X-ray eyes
Don't have a heart so wise
How could I have known
you'd let me down
If I had known that then
IF my eyes are wide open
I still believe I would've risked it
There's no way I would've missed it
____
chorus.
____
yeah~ . . its a blessing and a curse
yeah~ . . But you find out what you're worth.
____
chorus
____
i must be invincible
yeah
_________________

*Dedicated this to MYSELF

i must be invincible

the NUM Dance Party@Zouk on 21st Sep

2006-09-15T00:51:00.000+08:00

With great dance beats to groove to
and a fashionshow that will leave you yearning for more,
theNewUrbanMale.com (NUM) Dance Party is finallyhere.
Held to commemorate NewUrbanMale.com's thirdbirthday
and the first anniversary of Asia's firstfashion blog - 235guys, the NUM Dance Party isready to shake things up at Zouk this September!!
___
Age Limit: Guys/Girls 18yrs old
___
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and pamper your sense of sight withNewUrbanMale.com's Fashion Show.
So, if you love to dance and love to meetbeautiful people,
then make your way to
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Its gonna be sizzling HOT!
WHAT MORE DO YOUASK FOR?
There is no dress code for the party,
wear anythingyou feel cool, confortable and sexy and for the veryfirst time,
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only at NUM Dance Party
If you know how to dress well in the Brazilianflip flops,
be the first.
Look out for the party one page ads on the Ismagazine next week,
its going to be a mindblowing party of the year,
happening once a mth atZouk.
___
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___

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___
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ps: FIRST 100 get FLIPFLOPs FREE!!!! so go EARLY=)

** SHIT i wanna GO!

but prelims!

poisonous

2006-09-14T18:49:00.000+08:00

f--k
........
poisonous food
........
nonstop shit
........
vomit
........
pain in my assXXX........
unbearable sore in my stomach
.......
nv go 4 elec geog paper
.......
no humanity for prelims
.......
i'm a dead meat
......

what's more??

* i'll be waiting
i'm lookin forward for it
keke

the end of innocence

2006-09-13T16:17:00.000+08:00

a boy snuggled deeper into the bedcovers, trying to block out the raised voices coming from the past, but to no avail. it was almost 1am. clasping his ss notes, good governance, to his chest, the heated exchange of words still kept going on incessantly, yet quietly in his head.
_
"search your heart..
search your heart...
search your heart....
search your heart????"
_
this threee words kept repeating in his mind...
_
his legs walked him to the staircase between 10th to 11th floor where huddled a boy in one corner, his head bowed, his hands clasping tightly together that the blood had gone out of them, making them look porcelain white and fragile. he began to shiver as the shouts got louder and bombard him from every corner in his mind and he bit his lips to stop the crying that threatened to start.
_
he could not control his tears and they poured down his cheeks.
_
young as he was, he could not understand why someone treated him with such contempt, why someone spat out things with such venom and why someone had to bring things up. though the young age may blind him or give him excuses, deep down inside his heart, he knew himself very well why such things aroused.
_
it is jus because of one little word called " love "
feelings which are not easy to control..
_
and it is his fault
his selfishness
his childishness
his..........
_
he could speak no more.
_
his agonised sobs echoed through the lonely staircase and hit the walls, the hand bars, and the steps, shattering into tiny splinters of hope and love.
_
he looked into the sky at night which is illminating with bright stars and glanced at his mobile phone which is lying on his lap peacefully. he gave the mobile phone a challenging look but to no response, the N70 remain serene.
_
ignorance acted like a sword, severing every nerve and numbling all his senses. he felt tired, his heart empty. then, thoughts races through his head: should he follow the trend? what trend?
commit suicide; an all time favourite way out of depressing person. Easy as can say, he stood up holding on to the hand bar looking down to the place he would probably be landed if he was to jump.
_
" that's high "
_
once again, the argument escalated in his mind and rose to a crescendo which no one could hear a single note of an evil piece of music. suddenly, an almighty crash was heard.
his N70 was slipped out his hand to the ground.
he managed to pull himself back from the demon which was just at hand.
he then squated on the floor with a blank space in his mind.
_
a foreign silence reigned in the building. holding ss notes, he crept out of the staircase, advancing timidly towards his bedroom. he stopped near the doorway, peering into the room, as he did not dare enter. on the desk in the room laid his laptop showing the window which was poisonous and left an adverse effect. the screen was glittering in the light. it seemed to be gloating at him, laughing unabashedly in his face.
_
stunned, he stood there for the longest of times. N70 felt heavy in his hand, so very heavy and almost as crushing as the ache in his heart. he wanted to cry but the tears would not come.
pivoting, he turned, dropping N70 and plodded silently into the room. the mobilephone lay deserted and forgotten on the floor outside the room, along with the hope of being cared by someone whose heart he could not seem to touch.
_
however, the N70 was his life.
he really needed a listening ear..
took it back and started sms..
the messages offered him solace from someone's harsh words.
it was then that the tears began to fall again, like a broken strings of pearls down his face.
_
it was 1.03am then.

* if there's a time machine

i would not use it though

i jus hope u'll understand

i know i'm wrong but

i dun regret

life is short

no regret

how sex starts?

2006-09-12T23:03:00.000+08:00

how sex starts?...............
have u ever wonder??
here a list of things tt usually happen..
_
a smile leads to a laugh...
a laugh leads to a high 5...
a high 5 leads to a hug...
a hug leads to a kiss...
a kiss leads 2 makeout...
a makeout leads 2 finger...
a finger leads to a hand...
a hand leads to a lick...
a lick leads to a suck...
a suck leads 2 a fcuk.
_
So tell me how many people are you gonna hug
after you heard this cuz sex is like math....
u add the bed...
subtract the clothes...
divide the legs...
leave your solution...
and pray you dont multiply!
_
this is so0o fuckin true*--

i'm jus bored...

** credits:friendster bulletin

today chemistry practical..hooray!! i think i'll get A..hopefully

this practical was not so difficult

still i couldn;t do the f-kin extendedd question..like LOL

being quarantined in AVT till 1230pm + so sian lo..

after tt watch junior dancer performance

[ hey i alr put up the video in utube go n search for it!! .. temasek freestylers]

u guys did quite a good job though not realli satisfy me cuz u can do BETTER than that i BELIEVE

so WORK HARD ya?

feelin so pig cuz i slept in afternoon from 2pm till almost 5pm cuz someone supposed to wake mie up at three...but being so THOUGHFUL of him... he onli msg to wake mie up once when i was in my DREAMLAND..~~lalas~~

thx hor!!

later in evening quite moody...nah i was so happi la[fake]

yeap had dinner wid all STARBUCKS STUDY ppl at opp hawker centre aound siglap..

chitchatting so fun!! till we forgot the time ..

but due to my desperation of WAFFLE ICECREAM hahah

went to eat GELaRE!! so full!!!

then went home+

and SHIT havne'tstudied for SS paper tml!!

hahah

it's alright...

it's 11pm and i' m still BLOGGING lor..like WTH

okok shall go study liao.

WAITING for someone's SMS oso...hopefully

***i dun deny

yeap......

i do .....

the way you look at me

2006-09-10T22:25:00.000+08:00

Christian Bautista - The way you look at me

No one ever saw me like you do

All the things that I could add up too

I never knew just what a smile was worth

But your eyes see everything without a single word

'Cause there's somethin' in the way you look at me

It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece

You make me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be

I never know what you see

But there's somethin' in the way you look at me

If I could freeze a moment in my mind

It'll be the second that you touch your lips to mine

I'd like to stop the clock, make time stands still

'Cause, baby, this is just the way I always wanna feel

*** I heard that

if you give up things too easily to a person,

he/she will get bored with you

i don't think this is wrong

i say that i will never be fooled again

but i will fall in love again.

i think i'm a psyco!!

2006-09-08T19:21:00.000+08:00

sexayyyy.... the shopkeeper was gone.

so mie n winston decided to.. heh..

XxXxxxxXxx

dun think too much la.

we jus took photo onli..

we nv touch or steal ok..

klo. got touch a bit ^^

the feeling is so erm.. unexplainable

it's her boobies that small or my hand that big?? heh..of course it's my hand la.. i can guarantee that her boobs are real.not surgery one for sure cuz it looks so natural !! i can claim wid my PRO-eyes [ professional eyes, specifically for observing yeah THAT PART]

OH MY GOD

i'm turning A PSYCOhahha..HELP!! plz la u think wad..i'm a small boi ok ~ this kind of thing i dun realli noe la i'm SO innocent cansxz!! it;s all bout CURIOUSITY

** die die die

must study

harder harder

mug mugg mugggg!!

i'm gone CRAZIE

anavil

2006-09-04T00:05:00.000+08:00

i took this from Ernest's blog..he took from xingwen again.. so yeap..
i dun deny i'm a copy-cat..ut this things is meant to copy wad..

A-Damn good kisser.
B- Good all around person.
C- You're wild & crazy.
D- You have one of the best personalities ever.
E-You have a nice ass
F- People totally adore you.
G- You never let people tell you what to do.
H- You have a very good personality and looks.
I- You get hyper easily.
J- Everyone loves you.
K- You like to try new things.
L- You live to have fun.
M- Success comes easily to you.
N- You are absolutely beautiful.
O- You're an awesome person.
P- You are popular with all types of people.
Q- You are a hypocrite.
R- Sexy!
S- Easy to fall in love with.
T- You're loyal to those you love.
U- You really like to chill.
V- You are not judgemental.
W- You are very broad minded.
X- You never let people tell you what to do.
Y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for.
Z- You're a little too hard to find.
------------------------------------------------------

A-Damn good kisser.
N-You are absolutely beautiful.
A-Damn good kisser.
V-You are not judgemental.
I-You get hyper easily.
L-You live to have fun.

as u can see.. i got two A's in my name..
so, i'm a double damn good kisser!!! wAHAha~

*me=unfaithful??

visit this

2006-09-03T16:05:00.000+08:00

http://www.winterrowd.com/maze

have fun and enjoy.

*** our love

did i not try hard enough

i WAS happy

now

i AM depressed

what if i screw up my exams?

haiz..

4R the musical

2006-08-31T21:35:00.000+08:00

Teacher's Day Concert @ Temasek Secondary School

*thanks for all the effort u put in.

loves

4R = 4 Retarded >_<

2006-08-30T17:31:00.000+08:00

4R idol

spider !!!!!

* we know

4R is a class of lamest

all those retarded stuff we like to do.

4R=Retarded

[4Resilience]

loves

No promises

2006-08-28T21:09:00.000+08:00

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.

Every time you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high

I don't want to let go, girl. I just need you to know girl.

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight, No promises.

Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms Here tonight

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.

Everytime you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high

I don't want to let go, girl. I just need you you to know girl.

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight, No promises.

Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don't want to run away, I want to stay forever, thru Time and Time..

No promises

I don't wanna run away, I don't wanna be alone

No Promises

Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love

No promises

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight, No promises.

Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight, No promises.

Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

Here tonight.

* i love this song....

i would like to

dedicate to....

that someone

update liao

2006-08-20T13:43:00.000+08:00

i'm happy

but shit la .....
threee more weeks to prelims..
slap my face plz...
need to study cansxz...

*ok peeps...
i won b online for the time being...
will keep my laptop away from me!!
hahhah....
so yeah if ya NEED to contact mie...
jus give mie a call or sms k..

aniwae..
i feel so down lately
u noe y..
cuz i got this F--king pimple..
it won go away man!!
i'm so hate it!!

ps. congrats JOVAN
i miss u hui..dun b jealous lo.
take care !!slutty gang!!
see u guys soon
haiz...

you are my fairy tale

a dream when i'm not sleeping

a wish upon a star that's coming true

loves

2006-08-12T15:41:00.000+08:00

LOVES

...

No one ever saw me like you do

All the things that I could add up too

I never knew just what a smile was worth

But your eyes see everything without a single word

'Cause there's somethin' in the way you look at me

It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece

You make me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be

I never know what you see

But there's somethin' in the way you look at me

i love u ^^my SISTER!! hee

u're a failure

2006-08-08T00:16:00.000+08:00

Our love, his trust

I might as well take a gun and put it to his head

Get it over with

I don't wanna do this

Anymore

*am i so unfaithful?

no i'm not

but i'm gonna be one

when "thing" happened

u jus FAIL to hold on me.

and

THAT's IT !!*

no idea

2006-08-07T02:42:00.000+08:00

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thx

2006-08-01T23:10:00.000+08:00

thx loads my dear ^^

wad u wan in return?

*muakz* or *hugz*

lalalas~~~

ok..hey peeps..i got new blogskin man...!!! love it loads ^^

LOVE IT MAN !!

chocolate buffet @ The Fullerton Hotel part I

2006-07-30T22:28:00.000+08:00

The Fullerton Hotel [ not Emptyerton]

*u guys suppose to laugh ok..it's a joke!

the glamour of chocolate buffet display

1st dish: before

we lurv singapore =)

1st dish: after

*on Saturday Night....i was mesmerized by CHOCOLATE !!!

*THanks for the treat man ^^

can i?

2006-07-30T15:33:00.000+08:00

once again...i'll open my heart ^^ to xperience a new life...............

come back to me

2006-07-29T00:54:00.000+08:00

yeah--- oh-----cham man ee mi wot ssuhnuh ae mo deun gae oh lae dwen sa jin sok aenal bo myuh oot go sun go oon nuh pyo jung deul kka jiji go na myun nae gae loh dol ah ool guh la goji gyub gae nuh leul eet ji mot ha neun nae ga duh mi wot ssuhee jen da ee jeul guh lan ji kil soo doh ubt neun yak sok ha gonuh leul bo nen gi euk aeja kkoo nan ji chuh man ga neun dae yea baby

dol ah jwoh muhl ji ahn ta myun (ahn ta myun)ah jik na leul sarang han da myun (han da myun)ah jik kka ji nan geu ja li ae (ja li ae)nuhl gi da li go eet ssuh yea yeaee mee da leun sarang han da myun (han da myun)buhl ssuh na leul da eet juht da myun jo geum man (jo geum man)duh gi da lil kkae duh mi woh hal soo eet doh lok yea

cham oh lae ji nat jinae ga dduh nan ji sarang han gi euk eun dachum boo tuh ubt ssuh dun eel chuh lummoh doo eet juh ssuh geu lun dae wae ee luh kaenoon mool ee na neun ji nuh leul man na duh guh lil guhl euh myuhddoh him ee deun gun ji ee jen da eet juht da gooot seul soo doh eet dan mal doh ha gonuh ae gi euk ha na doh ubt da go mit go ji net neun dae yea baby~

man ee neut neun dae(oh neut juht neun dae)buhl ssuh dduh nat neun daenuh leul eet ji mot ha gonae ga kkok dol ah oohl guh la gonae gae loh mit go eet neun guhl mo leu go suhnuhl da eet juht da mit uht na bwanan ah jik kkeut kka ji nuhl mi woh mot ha gogeu li woh man ha na bwah yeahheng bok ha gae sal jin mal ah joh (oh neul dduh na suh)na leul dduh na duh him deul uh jwohda shi nae gae oh go ship doh lok babynan yuh jun hee ee got sae nuhl gi da li go eet ssuhoh-- oh yeah~

*come back to me~

botak jus rock !!

2006-07-27T01:12:00.000+08:00

BOTAK BOTAK....

advantage: - no need to wash hair every day;

save shampoo and conditioner

- dry super super duper FAST

- so cooling

- u can get aroused when the wind keeps blowing against

- no more waste money on cutting hair every month cuz the

dicipline master always scold cuz of unacceptable hair.

- u will gain attention from your friends

- u'll look like some NS guy if u got mature face

then u'll b able to get into club without checking..

- u can keep scrubbing ur headskin and geta feeling that u

wonb able to describe.......

- blablablalbaaalllblaaa....

disadvantage: - fewer ppl will ask for ur no

- u will somehow look weird

- ppl may think u shave ur head cuz of heartbroken

/rebellion or if it's a gal..adults will say it is a form of

LESBIANism....like totally wadeva...

- n some more...lazie to think..

as you can see.....there're more advantages than disadvantages....!!! so ynot everyone go shave ur head!!!!!!! and let's be the first country where most ppl shave their head at the same time!!!!!!!!

*frankly, i dunno y i'm talking bout this xP

morning mist

2006-07-26T02:05:00.000+08:00

emotions tumbling,

whirling, enfolding,

like the morning mist.

emotions turning,

killing, churning,

like the morning mist.

emotions painful,

lonely, sorrowful,

like the morning mist.

and like the morning mist,

they will lift,

they will clear,

they might dull,

but they never die.

**i'm in a pool of confusion....

i need to learn

how to swim,

survive

and not to get drowned

in there..

somebody??

teach me how?

anyone??

......no entry......

2006-07-24T00:49:00.000+08:00

mie - sylvia - charlene

we're INdians ....not OUTdians

on racial harmony day 18th july

charlene and i won the champion of innovative ethnic costume

in upper sec girls and boys category....

hahah we rock......

and we both from 4R...

*************haiz..blog again soon

**sorri max matt nigel jovan monica dawne benji benji and some others.

i was a fishmonger...u noe y? cuz i .....selfish!!

wake mie up plz

2006-07-16T23:32:00.000+08:00

i'm searching for a right route..

a lot of things jus keeps bombarding me. i need a rest. yes..but my prelim is in 2 months but i dont realli know the syllabus well..haiz. my life is a mess-an ultimate one.

someone? wake me up plz.. i need 2 wake up now...i neeed to get to really study.

i keep telling myself to study yet i've been slacking.

i shall not club anymore. club is cool. i can dance all i want there. but this is not the time for clubbing. yea. really..someone plz slap my face n tell mie to STUDY ... NOW!!

ytd nite i jus made a fool to myself. i drank not much but yea i donot know exactly what happened bcuz i dont remember a thing..

sorri to all my friends.. i heard that i was so attitude. aniwae thx man for showing ur concerns. especially max..thx so much dude for carrying mie and let mie wipe my mouth on the back of ur shirt :p so sorrii i didn't mean to yea wipe my mouth wid ur shirt but i was on ur back so....heh

today i woke up like 3+pm... wid a phone call which made mie feel terrible bout myself. i jus dunno how to handle the situation. time will tell. time will heal i guess so..

jus went to cheese cake cafe at siglap..waste money on potato wedges and iced hezelnut cofffee but yea worth it.get to try blueberry cheesecake and it's nice....i still prefer my auntie's blueberry pie..haha it kinda nice place there..chill all u wan...the atmosphere jus so nice>>to sleep la..haha

osojus talked to ernest...i love him a lot as my MEAN frend haha..

i need GOD ><

* i WAS a lousy drinker last nite

my CREATIVITY.....mine!!!

2006-07-15T15:47:00.000+08:00

MY GREAT SINGAPORE TENT COMPETITION

@ ACM > Asian Civilisation Museum

i know it sounds so stupid compete wid other children i mean super young kid.. haha i'm in category 12-16years old..yeap i'm still16 wad... haha

it was so damm boring at ACM so i decided to go sit at this mobile life corner..and draw this super duper creative tent...hahaha it's MY IDEA!!!!....

my tent is in the sky !!! haha u can see clouds, the rainbow, the sun and the skycrapers.....i think it would be quite cool having tent floatinf in the air.....ya lo..i noe i'm kinda childish...okok i'm super childish..i'm sec4 but still joined this competition and drew stupid tent...hahah

i wanna talk more but in 10 mins i gtg for eng tuition..so tata...shall continue later ^^

***happiness is so clear !! hahha...i got shortlisted for DSA interview @ TJC ..wow.. i'm still surprised though...

PARTY's COMING .. THE KRUNK !!

2006-07-13T21:47:00.000+08:00

KRUNK PARTY @ SENTOSA
1st September!

Youth Empire presents an OUTDOOR PARTY!
'The KRUNK Market' @ Tanjong Beach Sentosa!

The 1st LARGEST, over 100 stalls FLAMBOYANT and
FACINATING midnight market along side with Krunk R&B
Beach Party.

Presenting surprise performances - The Flesh & Tattoo
Parade.

6pm - 6am

Tickets are at $20 presale includes 1 drink+island entry.
16 years and above, non alcoholic and alcoholic.

*******dont miss out such cool party...be prepared!!********

FILMLOOP testing

2006-07-12T14:44:00.000+08:00

i'm a CAM-WHORE ><

NEVER AND EVER

2006-07-12T11:58:00.000+08:00

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YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND MY LANGUAGE......

YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND WHAT I FEEL ...

YOU WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT I'M GOING THORUGH...

YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND ME..

** WHO ARE YOU??

Look forward, toward my goal now

2006-07-10T22:30:00.000+08:00

"Look forward, toward MY GOAL now.

Ignore any negative influences or warnings. "

ive been telling myself this....

it's difficult to do i would say.

Sometimes you have to have tunnel vision if you want to stay on track.

yeah n i'm still finding that tunnel...

where's it??

can anyone tell me?

Sure, there are lots of interesting people and events going on all around me right now,

i try not to let them distracting me -- they aren't going anywhere anytime soon.

i hope so"

So forget them and keep my eyes on the prize.

YEAP !!

Whether it's losing weight, creating a spark or making a splash that's in my sights,

i need to keep at it if i'm going to get it done.

i'm closer to completion than i'm giving myself credit for.

**yahh..i must keep telling myself n strive for IT-s

Pain+ I FEEL GOOD =)

2006-07-08T01:47:00.000+08:00

Today i attended PE class-1st period which i haven't been attending for quite some time due to some circumstances. I did my NAFA and finished everything. 2.4 km is killing me now. My legs, especially thighs are extremely painful....... every step i take up a staircase, it makes mie cry.
But after all, it felt good i can say that....the feeling of exercising is jus *****cant describe****

The 3rd period i was having maths common test. I'm happy wid it bcuz i could do e whole paper. if i didn't make any careless mistake, it is probably full mark...haahazz EGO EGO ><"
MATHS jus rock my life loxx...

Last lesson was bio....i forgot to bring bio txt....thx to Lenis..he is my saviour....i didn't hav to stand in bio class!!!

Because of MOE excel thingy of teachers, school ended at 1215pm.....
i waanted to go back home n sleep like a pig.......
but......in the end... i went bugis street wid Vans, Weipo n Liang ....cuz POPO wan get his metro-bag.......i was carryin his bag,,,n he was carrying my diva-num-bag loxx...i must admit tt it looks good on him also.....hahah..Eventualli after walkin walkin walkin n walkin aroung bugis street...weipo got his metro bag= FAKE puma bag !! hahah look real though...it is BROWN n look so metro la...i'm veri glad cuz i hav metro partner in school liao!!!! yeahhh!!!
after that we took bus to parkway cuz liang wan buy tongue stud...i'm too tired so i went home n slept all the way to 7pm!!! yea yea yea i noe i'm a PIG .. no need to make it capital PIG la...[ y i'm talkin to myself] oh gosh.i'm a pshyco!! lalalasss..............

later on at nite is .....CONFIDENTIAL.....

blablabla~~~

*and my thigh is super painful cansxzz.....

Worst DAy of my life TT

2006-07-07T00:03:00.000+08:00

started of the day with SS test..........i studied very hard on economic strategy to sustain S'pore's development......the thing is i forgot to study environmental strategy.... which was so f--ked up..
this is because 35 marks of short questions go for environmental strategy.....And only 12 marks for SEQ of economic strategy.....i think i'm freaking damm stupid....i sure fail.......So sorry to Ms Neo, my lovely ss teacher.......

after that on the day itself.........something terrible happened!!!!

it is........i kana suspended from PSL for one week.....i'm so depressed now....it's jus a so stupid reason..... haiz....shall not talk bout it.....it's over aniwae......

i'm tired n i'm gonna study now....

no idea

2006-07-06T03:41:00.000+08:00

StRawberrY Rockz

i got high because of TI-RUM-MISU ! i ain't lie!

u'll have no idea how much i love this two desserts ^^

can't wait to go TCC again..

*i got ss test..i'm studyin.and i'm bored.....ppl waching soccer match....blabla~~

Chocolate Day Photos --"

2006-07-04T21:14:00.000+08:00

see some of the stupid i did on chocolate day 2nd july in orchard rd.

will blog bout it soon...

LOADSsssxxxXXxxxZZZzzzzZzz=LOTS=A LOT

2006-07-04T01:20:00.000+08:00

there's realli so many things to blog about this past weekend...........so i shall blog about it......
but now it's late n i'm super duper exhausted ><.......so tomorrow shall b a good day to blog....hopefully

My own happiness.....my precious ><

2006-06-30T18:50:00.000+08:00

i love my bag !!!

finally i bought a bag...newurbammale...and i jus love it..
thx to jovan n benji for accompany mie to the shop at heeren..
i love u guys!!!
sori to rui that didn't pay at ur cashier.. and thx to (name) ..i forgot his name la..i got 10% of.....it's one of the staff at num...he's x-temasekian!! and he's gonna come to my school and be a relief teacher....that's sooooo cool....aniwae i gotta run off....need to go guitar concert at DBS hall....blog again later lor.....

still, thx jayden a lot...

Finally ^^

2006-06-28T23:49:00.000+08:00

I'M UPER SUPER HAPPY !!! ><

CUZ FINALLY ..... I HAV BLOG, MY OWN BLOG U NOE...LIKE MOST OF THE PPL HAVE.......
THX JAYDEN VER VERI MUCHHH....... I LOVE U MAN!! HAHA....

THEN NOW I HAV TO THINK WAD TO BLOG RITE......

SADNESS..........

I'M UPER SUPER DEPRESSED =(

Jus a few words to say...i'm realli sorri bro....i didn't mean it...plz forgive mie....

And i know ....... me=dumbass